i can’t really stay within the lines when i drive. i have really bad jealous issues. i can never do what my gut instinct tells me to do. i never can wake up w/o hitting the snooze button at least three times. i’m really immature, and i really dont understand why i need to go to school and have a job. i leave all the lights on in my house, and dont really care about vacumming or dusting. i mix all the colors together when i do laundry. i spend too much money on food, and i just eat way too much of it. i always kind of have a problem saying exactly what i feel. im really lucky and extremely ungrateful for everything i have. i cry really easy. im not much of a tough guy. i dont really have very much work ethic. i’m lazy, and extremely uncordinated. sometimes, i’m pretty unsure of who exactly i am. my clothes don’t really ever fit the way i want them to, and i pretty much look like im 10 years old bc of my braces. i hold grudges forever. i will never let them go. im a crappy dancer, and i hate going to voice lessons bc she makes me feel like i dont have enough talent to really pursue anything at all w/ my voice. my friends make me feel left out a lot, and people say they like me a lot more than they know they do. i hate her for what you did to me, and i will never stop.
my moods fluctuate a lot.
youre a fine driver, your working on it and i know it! just because you’re jealous now doesnt mean you will tomorrow, its just because you are upset now! you are good with your gut instinct, i know and i have seen it. Waking up in the morning doesnt matter with your life haha, its good to sleep in sometimes! š you are very mature, i wouldnt love you so much if you werent, trust me. you are really really good and caring and nice and perfect. it doesnt matter about your lights, your parents are stupid as hell, eff vacumming and dusting, you have all your life to be an adult, be a kid now and enjoy yourself. theres other things in this world to worry about than that crap. who cares if you mix your laundry, it LOOKS REALLY GOOD ON YOU when you wear it, trust me. when i came home and saw your new outfits my mouth went to the floor, you’re beautiful. you dont spend money on food, i do for you :). and moo moos are fine if you are treating yourself! you definatly are NOT ungrateful, you are just that much more caring and like to recognize things a lot more than people. you dont cry easily, remember when i was crying this weekend and for once you didnt! wow! mad props homie. who cares about your braces, everyone loves YOU FOR YOU, including me, i love everything about you and your braces add personality and character. you are allowed to hold grudges, if the reasons are right, dont worry about that. you are so good at dancing, you out danced me at my senior prom and i HATED you for it haha. your voice is like an ANGEL, fuck anyone who says differently, anyone whos just going to put you down is not a good teacher to begin with, remember that. i believe in you and i know you can persue a lot. as for feeling left out…everyone does here and there. hell, im at school where isolation seems to be my best friend, somedays it gets to me, somedays not, but you know what? look the other way and keep that smile on your face, recognize all the good things, and dont worry about the negative and you’ll be fine. this post is so not like you so im sure we all will excuse you for it, because everyone loves you. you are perfect. be happy because you mean the world to me. i love you jenn.
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andrew knows what he’s talking about. everything he said is true. so be happy. because we love you. all of us.
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well, i was going to type exactly what andrew said…but he got here first. anyway, you’re pretty amazing so don’t get too down on yourself. it’s nice to do a little reflecting every once in a while though. keep smiling, cus you’re kind of cute. š
love you.
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