hi i’m jenn. i drive w/ the low fuel light for like days. whenever i forget to do chores, i make up excuses. i would rather see my best friend than a stupid boy. i’m never beautiful, i’m always cute. even ‘ridiculously cute’. whatev. it’s a lifestyle. i really like making up dance routines to musical soundtracks and videotaping it and putting it on youtube. i would rather go to a closed kids castle than read about the government. i stay out until 11pm when i have school the next day. a lot. i’m a bad kisser, but i’m a good hugger. little boys tell me i’m “half decent” and that i look like a hog when i laugh.

thanks.

if you feel weak, leave it to me.

if you need sleep, leave it to me.

need wool socks for your feet, leave it to me.

need a walk on the beach, leave it to me.

an ear into which to weep, leave it to me.
a shoulder on which to sleep, leave it to me.

i miss it. i miss it. i miss it. lakdfjalkfjadlkfj.

so kiss me hug me squeeze me love me

because you know ill do the same

jenn your smile your laugh your love is driving me insane

and even though its weird i love it all the same

skinning cats made me realize that i want to be a surgeon. is that weird?
i love chicken nuggets on chick nug day. i miss all of my friends. adlkfjalkj.

there is about 20 days left of highschool.
opening night for the music man is in a little less than a week.
senior prom is in two weeks.
kids starts in a little over a month.
i leave for california in less than four months.

life is exciting.

no roof overhead,

but you can sleep under stars.

your photos and clothes

are locked in your car

at the bottom of the lake,
aching in the heart of town.

you watched everything you had go down;

it sank so fast, it made no sound.

whenever i’m sad, i think i need you. but i dont.
but i guess that’s just how progress goes?
i’m completely ready to graduate.
there are far too many ghosts in this town.

its crunch time for musical. school is finished in 22 days. my friends are FAB. and have made this past month a LOT easier than it should have been. THANK YOU. i laugh harder now, and am happier now than i’ve been for a while. i began to buy stuff for my new life in california. its really sneakin up! i can’t wait to go to the beach. senior week? yeah. we’ll see. musicals drivin me CRAZY but i’m having fun. even if i got the bad cast bc i talk back and am irresponsible and dont give jl handys. i’ll live. me and prom date are gona look DELISH and i’m too lazy to figure out prom plans. haha. i really LOVE boys who know all the words to “white houses” by vanessa carlton. and i really like boys who sing panic at the disco w/ me and write me poems about how perfect i am. thank you. its my favorite time of the year. so lets go to a drive in movie theater, or go minigolfing, or roll down hills at kids castle.

cya babes!

Don’t be afraid.
wake up with a smile on your face.

stop taking the little things in life for granted.


say sorry. stay
mad. let yourself love. let yourself be loved in return. fall in love
with someone who’s your best friend.

stay close with people
you need the most. smile. accept hurt. move on.


don’t give up easily.
don’t waste your time.

skip class. sleep in. even if you are late for
work. break all the rules every now and then.


tell your friends how
much they mean to you.

remember it’s okay to cry every now and then.

thank your parents when
they do something for you.


love with all you’ve got. be able to laugh
at yourself.

do karaoke. dance. try new things. spend your money on the
things that make you happy, that you really don’t need.


trust. be
trusted. be crazy. say what’s on your mind. make wishes. never let
someone get the best of you. compromise.

tell the truth. hold on to
your dreams. learn to not care about what other people say or think.

always keep your faith. watch thunderstorms. cherish your past. forget
short cuts. take the long way.

make mistakes. learn from them. don’t
let your heart get broken. never take the easy way out.

get as far
away as you can, at least once. take a roadtrip. forget old loves.

party hard. stay out late. take silly pictures. talk to old friends.
accept the “meant-to-be.”

don’t try and be perfect. live your life to
the fullest. have no regrets.

in life we do things: some we wish we had
never done, some we wish we could play a million times in our heads,
but they make us who we are. And in the end, those experiences shape
every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them, we wouldn’t
be at the same place that we’re at today. ❤
          

you said you wanted to move on.
so do it.

hi. my name is jennifer savage. i’m eighteen years old, but i’m more immature than a freshman. i don’t want to make new friends, either because i’m a stuck up brat, or because i’m satisfied w/ what i have. i’m going to california for college partially to run away from my problems. i do things that i know would hurt other people just because i want to do them. and because its my life and i have to live it for myself. i’m lazy, and have basically COMPLETELY stopped doing all things pertaining school. i am a really needy person, i need attention all the time, and if i don’t get it, i will get mad and take it out on everyone. i don’t sit around waiting for things to happen, i make them happen, because i’m not patient enough to sit around and wait for other people. i don’t trust a lot of people. at all. and i won’t hesitate at all to say that. because girls will take what they need from you, and give nothing back. and boys will lie, and waste your time. taking a million other things in their wake. i’m really judgmental, because i feel as though the way you portray yourself is a very important factor in your personality. if you don’t want to be judged, don’t do ridiculous things for attention. i lie a lot to get myself out of bad situations, and i won’t hesitate at all to tell anyone that i have a problem with them. brutally honest? maybe. is that a good thing? probably not. i’m vain, lazy, unappreciative, immature, obnoxious, stubborn, and bossy.

but on the other hand, i’m in love w/ about 10 people in my life. who i would do anything for. my family is and always will be the most important thing in my life. although i am needy, i never ask for more than i can give. i dont have unrealistic expectations for people. i would give anyone who deserves them 100 chances. and even after those chances are null and void, i would still go out of my way to be there for them. i’m selfish, but i would do anything to make my friends happy. as happy as they make me. and i might be lonely, and this might be hard now, but it will all pay off. because although i have been in a relationship since i was a sophomore, i’m still jenn. i’ll still independant. i still dont need anyone else but myself to make me happy.

amen.

i’m 18. and i feel like i’m always at musical. everything in my life is falling apart, kind of, but it doesn’t really phase me. i’m really excited to leave for california. i graduate in like 50 days. i can’t believe high school will be over. just like that. i got my prom dress. and i will most likely look better than you at prom. sorry. i’ve made some prettttty random decisions lately. lets see how they work out later. i really like my best friends. and i really like my car excluding the huge dent. its 11:11. so im making a wish. and peacing out.

Don’t worry about the future; or
worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an
algebra equation by chewing bubblegum.

Do one thing everyday that
scares you.

 
Don’t be reckless with other peoples’ hearts, don’t put up
with people who are reckless with yours.

Don’t waste your time on
jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind; the race is
long, and in the end, it’s only with yourself.

Remember the compliments
you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me
how.

(he is where i get them from<3) duh.

Enjoy your body, use it every way you can; don’t be afraid of it,
or what other peop le think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll
ever own.

Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.
 

Do NOT
read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.

Understand that friends come
and go, but for the precious few you should hold on.  
  

Work hard to
bridge the gaps in geography in lifestyle because the older you get,
the more you need the people you knew when you were young.

old. but always my favorites.
i think i work at rosemaries now. just so you know.
i graduate soon. it is warmer. i am happy.

xx.