i know i say i hate my job and stuff a lot, but….

tonight, we had to continue prepping for our “underworld” day for tomorrows friday special after dinner. but UNLUCKILY, right at the end of our dinner break, the storm of the CENTURY happened, and everything that we planned on was ruined. the fields were wrecked will puddles and mud. our huge paper maze in the pavillion was wet and ruined. so, while at the shelter trying to finish up our “lair”, me and jennie got a phone call from tim going “yeah, our day is pretty much fucked. so we’re gona make a slip and slide out of the tarp we used for the paper maze. come down” and we jumped in puddles in our clothes, played tug of war, and went slip and sliding for 2 hours. then me and jennie went back to the shelter to clean up, and got down to my undies and danced to the walk it out remix. OH AND HERES THE GOOD PART: i made 9.75 an hour for all of that.

i dont know where i would be without the kids program.
i love youuuuuu. :0)

dear diary,

everyone is stressing me out a lot lately and its kind of lame. i try to ignore it though. so court and devin are both going away all of next week, so idk WHO I’M GONA PLAY WITH. gay! i still have a lot of ppl too, but i don’t like being left behind. kids started, and i think i forgot how in love with it i am. i’m really glad i came back. and i can’t wait to get my first paycheck so i can buy a new cellphone that ISN’T the biggest piece in the WORLD. oh yeah, and so i can go to old navy and buy some new dresses. :0) i really love summer. and the fact that im going to the beach AGAIN in two weeks, and then a week after that. i love my friends. i’m really nervous about leaving them sometimes, but i will love them forever. duh. i’m taking this month to patch up loose ends and stuff, so i can make things right before i leave. i’m also taking this month to have so much fun, that my body MIGHT combust into flames. but anyway, i hope everyone’s happy as a clam and i mostly likely miss you. so call me and see me and kiss me, etc.

love, jenn.

                            

oh, and ps. i pretty much love my life!

hey! i graduated. i think my parents were happy. :0)

its just weird though, bc being a little baby like THAT was like yesterday!
its okay though. time realllllllllly flies.

then i went to the beach aka heaven aka not dev heav withhhh my best friends. duh.
you know, the really well dressed ones



and i picked up a boyfriend. dan was pissed.

as a result, now my nose is VICIOUSLY peeling.
kids program started. i’m ready to start bringin in the moolah.
and we’re down to a little over a month until i’m over and out.
lets make it a good one. ❤

ps.

first cut is deepest? they weren’t lying.

dear xanga baby:

i am scared to death of graduating (tonight?!)
once i fall in love with someone, i’m kind of fucked
everytime i say where i’m going to college, i feel like im gona start PUKIN’
i just want to be at the beach
i can never let go/give up on people
i really want to buy a hamster from qmart for $1.50

i can’t believe that this time in two months, i won’t be able to shout obnoxiously out the window with dan, drive over to courts when i’m sad, play guitar hero and lose awfully with jon, play cash cab and lay all over andrew, have dance parties with ange and jenna, name all the things/PEOPLE we hate w/ my fab4, talk about/make fun of wow with/mostly at devin, and all the other things that i feel like i’ve been doing forever.

this whole concept is freaking me out!

this just can’t be summer love

other people make this look SO easy. wtflip. i graduate in 5 days. :0)

i always though that graduating was going to be so scary.
that i would be crying and clinging to my friends, and my life.
and the more i think about it, the more i’m okay with it.
i’m okay with the fact that i won’t see minor acquaintances anymore,
but i will continue to see the people i love, just like i do all the time.
and i’m okay with not being quakertown’s finest for the rest of my life.
i have nothing holding me back anymore.
no boyfriend that i’m too scared to leave behind.
no friends that i know won’t stick with me.
no worries about not making the right decision.

i’m really ready for the next chapter in my life.

dear diary,

last night was senior prom. holy shit. thats all i have to say. i had a date, dan, who was the PERFECT date. and i went with my best friends in this whole big world, court and dev. we took a huge limo and the limo driver was the cutest. and listened to B’S UP, C’S DOWN. and chugged peanut m&m’s and sparkling apple cider. it was so nice to spend time with my fab4, even if they did have their boyfriends there. i felt pretty, and just really enjoyed it. the fact that its my last prom ever is WEIRD, but i know i’m ready to move on. while everyone was sleeping off their hangover, we played at happy tymes w/ all the nine year olds, and all blew about 100 dollars collectively on tokens. haha MATURE, I KNOW. this week is my last week of high school (weird) and i can’t really get over yet. i don’t think it has sunken in. but i have a pretty graduation dress, and a group of friends who are the SHIT and who will make this summer great. i love them. and i really enjoyed seeing everyone prettypretty last night. and i’m just in a wonderful mood. no matter what, things always work out. and for once, its just showing to be true. looking forward to: “senior week” (hahahah), the kids program (believe it or not), and having the time of my life this summer. as gay as it is, i will always be partial to my home sweet home.

love, jennifer

and heres the visual parts. :0)


             

top 4: [edited.]

1. remix of “walk it out” w/ andre 3000. damn.
2. chicken tender sandwiches from bk
3. being sofa king
4. channing tatum. um hi. DO ME?!?!?!?!

SUP SUNDAY NIGHT?
im tryin to play in the ocean!
OH YEA “LEAVE UR LIVER @ HOME”
    

hi. i think i’ve been SO emo for the past few weeks/FOREVER, and i’ve focused so much on ppl who just DONT want me, that i haven’t realized how awesome it is to have the people in my life that do. sorry i’ve taken you for granted. i wont let it happen again.

“jenn you have no idea how people wish they were you,
they see you walk by, and theyre like ‘damn, shes the shit.'”
“Stare at me: if you look really, really pretty. oh right, you do. yeah I guess
“
“And for your information, I can hear you in the Soprano section and you’re amazing Jenn…
“
“”WeCaLLTHiSaCTioN (1:04:03 AM): love u more than a cleptomaniac loves a store with no security cameras and 15 year old in charge”
“Anyway…hope your day is great! We love you Jenn! Smart and Pretty
(with natural beauty!!)!! (That’s for your Sanguine and Choleric). You
know if a triple Melancholy tells you something nice, they really mean
it.”
“i very much enjoy making up/stealing dance routines to songs with
jennifer savage. actually, i very much enjoy doing everything with
jennifer savage. we have hot tub parties, play way too much ddr, listen
to good charlotte and other fun tunes on repeat, and basically complete
eachother. we’re best friends.”

idk how the eff i got the friends i got, and i know i certainly DONT deserve it. but thank you.
no matter where i am, no matter where i go, no matter WHAT, i will love you guys forever.