i’ll ring our doorbell
until you let me in…
and i can no longer tell
where “you” end and “i” begin.
school starts soon? whatever.
more importantly, beach next week.
i officially work at rosemaries again?
in less than two weeks, i’m w/ my boyfriend.
FOR FIVE DAYS. ❤ YESSSSSSSSSS.
everythings okay. or at least it will be soon.
my boyfriend is in florida. i don’t care. he’s perfect.
and i’m visiting in a month. sleepover time!!!!!!!
tonight i rode dirty and got a ticket. pissssssssssssed.
my exboyfriend hates me. haha. whatever! ging.
i have to get a job. who’s hiring?
hi. there’s no one i’d rather be ugly/dirty with,
get corn syrup poured into my mouth by,
stay up until 3am watching lame british comedies with,
lay around w/ and get owned by ashes,
make a complete FOOL out of right in front of,
but still be pretty and fun and acceptable than you. :0)
i like kevin michener a lot. he leaves for florida in 4 days.
let’s see how this goessss.
it’s a good thing that i dated an older guy, thinking he was soooo mature,
just so he could try to embarass me using myspace, facebook, and xanga.
HAHAHA whoa, maturity. it knows no age, i guess. 20 years old? YIKES.
jealousy was NEVER a good color on you, andrew orloski. yuck.
anyway, 2 weeks left of kids. 2 weeks left of chopper. then a month of summer.
aka beach everyday, and spending all my kids money. haha. i’m good w/ that.
my favorite song is “xo” by fall out boy, and i pretty much buy something from
old navy ever day. i’m kind of addicted to shopping. crap. oh well. its cool.
things i want to do before summer is over:
-go skinny dipping
-win a prize at the beach without cheating
-get a paint job for my car
-go to ringing rocks…even if its lame after a minute
-go camping
-have a dance party
-go to maggie moo’s a hundred more times
thanks for wasting your time on things for me ❤
glad youre still obsessed. hahahaha CREEP!
anyway!
dude. i’m not gona lie. it’s pretty sweet to look my age. or at least 14.
my boyfriend always reminds me how beautiful i am. lucky.
my best friends make me the happiest. lucky.
i have a job that pays ten dollars an hour to eat pie. lucky.
i have all of august to beach/party/have fun. lucky.
i hope your summer is going good. i pet chinchillas.
“so when you’re feeling
real low and dirty,
don’t look to me to pull
you back up because,
maybe, for the first time in your life,
i won’t be there.”
– Pretty In Pink
you aren’t worth the stress. good luck finding someone else.
whether you want to believe it or not, you definitely had it good.
but all’s well that ends well. haha. SIKE. the end. :0)
live free or die hard is the gayest movie ever. i basically spend full paychecks at old navy. i’m not going to california anymore. helloooooooo iup/west chester. sorry, temple. if i didn’t work with my boyfriend, i would hate my job. all i listen to anymore is jacks mannequin. a lot of boys hate me anymore. oh well…pervs. my best friends make me really happy. i really like mud. and half price apps. and mandy moore. and waking up to “you’re beautiful.” and going to the zoo w/ my best friend. and making smores. and braiding choppers hair. and getting in trouble for it. and not being jealous or spiteful. i think i’m growing up some. its pretty sweet. love youuuu.
top 3:
-kevin michener
-80% off racks at kohls
-beach weekend? THANKS!
the living’s easy. :0)
ps. i’m sorry that i hurt you, but i’m not sorry that i’m continually the one always trying to make it better. with a lifeline such as one of your first loves, i dont think its really a good idea to totally burn bridges down completely, even if it hurts and you feel like that’s the right thing to do. i’m sorry for messing with your emotions. i was always just as confused as you. i’m sorry that i can’t give you what you need, and that i wasn’t able to reciprocate your feelings for the past however long. its okay if we do a “talk to you later” but i dont want it to be a “goodbye.” wounds are sore, and i’m willing to wait.
living my best life - simplified.