hello!

things are good lately. school is OMGOSH stressful but i’m living through it. i’m just really looking forward to these 6 weeks of class to be DONEZO so i can just get in the classroom already. i’m tired of all of the sit and wait. i’m just ready to get out there. i’m petrified. but it’s gotta happen eventually.

i’ve been real busy with work as well. i went to my grandfather’s 80th birthday. the savages are all SO fake that it makes me sick to think we’re related. i know why we’re distant, but i know that i can’t ignore that my grandfather is my grandfather. that won’t make him look bad, it will make me look bad. i’m a nice person. and he’s my grandfather, and i’m going to be here for him. but mostly, i went to the birthday dinner for my dad. he’s my rock, and i think once and a while i want to be able to do that for him, too.

it’s valentine’s day. my LEAST favorite holiday. i’m still completely convinced this is a day for single people to feel absolutely lonely and i want nothing to do with it. i love my boyfriend all 365 days of the year and i don’t love him any more or less because hallmark told me today was a good day. no thanks! but it gave me an opportunity to give all my tables tonight disney princess valentines, which got me 20% tips all night!

i’m doing so good with money lately. i’m actually proud of myself! i have almost 700 dollars saved, and about 400 in my bank account right now. and 60 in my wallet from work! i’m being really responsible with money because i want to show my dad that i can save and prove to him that i understand how much of a financial burden college is. so i’m going to. i’m using mint.com which is AWESOME and it says if i try to save 200 a month, i should be able to reach my goal by june. so that’s what i’m going to do!

dan and i are great. i want to get married really bad but i’m not pushing it. i’m just going on my bridal websites and looking at dresses. i mean, come on, i can’t get married NOW. i know that. but i COULD plan a wedding right now. and look at dresses. and get on a diet STAT. because i want the pictures to be flawless! speaking of diet, man, i need to start going to the gym. barf.

but i should probably start doing homework now. ugh. :0(

hope you’re perfect!