SUP.

so things are kind of rough right now. i kind of still have feelings for chopper but there’s a reason why i was miserable to begin with. i think about andrew on occasion but i’m tired of letting lingering feelings make me feel uncomfortable about going on with my everyday life. sometimes, it’s just over. and it’s really that simple. so in all actuality i guess, things aren’t really rough at all. i really care about dan, but at the same time, i’m not gona sit here writing my wedding vows either. i think i get a little bit carried away with things sometimes. like, i wasn’t actually planning out my future in the past few weeks, but i get so irritated at myself for being indecisive, but HELLO! i’m jennifer savage. it’s just what i do. i like dan, i care about him. is he perfect? no. he is always fawning over me like i’m the most insecure girl in the world. he’s too scared to argue with me. he lets people push him around. but do you know what? i don’t care. i love his imperfections because thats why i fell in love with him. and that doesn’t mean that i’m looking at wedding dresses. it means i’m 19, and i’m happy. and that’s more than enough for me.

and i dont know why it was 2 and a half hours long, but i did like sex and the city a lot.