hey!

just came back from the beach. huge heat wave, and it was like 100 degrees every day. so it was obviously the perfect time to go! i got really tan for amandas wedding next week so i don’t look lousy. and i want to look pretty for dan, he doesn’t see me that much so i like to be impressive when i can! i miss him a lot. being in love is really nice i think. :0) anyway. i work a WHOLE lot this weekend so i’m hoping that i actually make money, and don’t end up looking stupid. haha. but i think it might be good for me! i imed andrew and told him i hoped that things were going well for him. he, of course, didn’t answer. which i really didn’t expect him to. i want to be the one who handles this gracefully though. if he wants to be mad, that’s fine. i think he’s entitled to be. as always. but it’s over. i’m finished apologizing. things happen. i’ve been thinking a lot about my future lately. i’m figuring a lot out i think. i’m going to start looking into schools in california…again. i can’t imagine really leaving. but we’ll see i guess. is it dumb that i’m actually kind of pissed the format broke up? because i am!

whata post! haha.