hey hey hey!

soooo. just when my life finally got caught up and i was good with money, my cars battery and alternator died. ugh. which is rough. so once again, i’m kind of in the hole with money. but it’s okay, because i’m working 3 doubles and i’ll be okay. not too worried. it was kind of awkward because the only person who could help me with the car was chopper, and that was, of course, as rough as i could have foreseen it being. not too concerned though. i’m really excited for courtney to come home next week. so excited. life feels weird without her. dan is back in florida. i cried really hard for like 10 minutes after dropping him off at the airport, but then kind of realized we’re gona see eachother in 3 weeks. haha. proof that i really am a girl, huh? haha. i saw jon yeakel, which was really cool. we played mariokart and looked for the naked miley cyrus video but couldn’t find it. lame! caught up with gabby tonight. my car is going to the mechanic on monday to get fixed which is good. i’ll get through it. of that i am sure. it’s just so rough not having my own car! i miss it. even if its an oldie. it’s still a goldie! i really like alexisonfire lately. i’m really excited to go to the beach. i don’t know the next time i’ll go but hopefully it will be real real soon! i’m so surprised i’ve had my xanga for so long. i’ve more loyal to this than my own diary! aye carumba. i feel like i didn’t talk about dan enough. i really like him. today i was kind of thinking about merissia, wondering if she’s kind of resenting me a little more than shes acting about the whole entire me dating her exboyfriend thing. and do you know what i came to realize. I. DONT. CARE. because i have seriously waited on my friends hand and foot. done everything for them. been the last resort when the boyfriend dumps them. broke plans for them. done everything for them. and if the only thing i have ever done wrong for her was date the boy she broke up with, then i think i’m in the clear. i didn’t do anything wrong. so if she chooses not to talk to me, that’s completely up to her. and i refuse to let that effect me. i didn’t do it to hurt her. and if she doesn’t know that already, then i don’t know if she even knows me.

some documentation of my life. i haven’t done this for a while!

yep. it’s all with courtney and dan. but oh well. they’re my life. :0)