hiiiii. it’s saturday, and working this weekend like sucks. i’m reallllllllllly not into it. but anyway, valentines day was really cute. good night w/ chopper. we went to the cutest little restaurant and it was really nice, i enjoyed it. :0) and he got me earrings to match the ring he bought me before, so it was nice. i like him. anyway. i ate carbs that night and neverrrrrrrr againnnnnn. but anyway. i haven’t talked to andrew. you know, the way it SHOULD be. and i saw marc and jen last night, and OH MY THAT WAS AWKWARD. i was like “you guys are still together? aw that’s great!” at the same time telling myself “yep, me and andrew didn’t get that far…” HA. whatever. i saw dan last night because he’s home for a few days. it’s nice i guess. idk, i’m backing off. i’m not trying to even replay what happened before. i have a really big crush on pat at work. and hes like “yeah, i really like my girlfriend but she’s not my type…” so it’s weird. i pretty much want to maul his freaking face off. but that’s not the point. because i won’t! telling him i cheated on chopper probably wasn’t the best idea but whatever. life’s tough. i’m pretty sure my weight loss is going pretty well. i want to know if devin and leah are going to go out so bad. ugh. haha. but anyway. i’ll write laterrrrr.