good thing that all i can think about is andrew right now.
and uh, i’m listening to the only moment we were alone.
aka not helping, but like, it’s weird.
do you know HOW much i would love to just forget?
you know, i don’t want to put myself through this anymore.
it’s just kind of rough sometimes.
and i always wonder if it’s because we’re meant to be together or something.
like, this is my hearts way of saying that it’s not over.
but i know i can’t be with him. he treated me so terrible.
i can’t let myself go back to the way things were. i can’t be second best again.
and i have someone who makes me as important as i know i should be.
and i know that andrew doesn’t even deserve this attention.
but i think it’s something that i’ll just gradually get over.
…right?