hey. things are good. things with me and chopper are going well. i can’t stand the fact that when things start getting easier, andrew always has to make his way into my life again. just to make things hard again. UGH. me and dan pretty much broke up. he didn’t really mind i don’t think. THUMBS DOWN. i start school back up in like a week or so. i’m excited. i need the distraction. i wish i didn’t still really like andrew. and I DON’T KNOW WHY. i’m trying my best to ignore him and stuff even though it’s hard. i don’t know why it’s so hard to ignore everyone but him. like dan and devin? WHO EVEN CARES. but with andrew, i just do. and i wish i knew why. because then i could figure out how to stop. he’s such a brat! i know that already. ugh. this week was pretty much like, early spring. i wish it would stay. but it’s supposed to snow this week. aw man. hate snow. caught up with alaina and merissia. it was fun. things have really changed since high school, though. that’s for SURE. i can’t stop listening to the song “dog problems” by the format. it’s my favorite song. that’s for sure. i don’t want to see anyone who went away to school. i’ve been blowing everyone off all break. it’s weird. i should probably work on it. but i don’t really care enough to do that. so uh, we’ll see. i should probably get ready for work.

b, is for believing you’d always be here for me and
e, is for everything, even when we see it through
c, c is for seeing through you; you are a fake which brings me to
a, because because you always run away
i never finish phrases i misspell, open arms are prison cells
when i said “i hate what i’ve become…”
i lied, i hated who i was
so when you start to wonder about the pain in my throat,
well don’t you ever, no ever, never speak for someone you don’t know.