“so when you’re feeling
real low and dirty,
don’t look to me to pull
you back up because,
maybe, for the first time in your life,
i won’t be there.” 
– Pretty In Pink

you aren’t worth the stress. good luck finding someone else.
whether you want to believe it or not, you definitely had it good.
but all’s well that ends well. haha. SIKE. the end. :0)