dear xanga baby:

i am scared to death of graduating (tonight?!)
once i fall in love with someone, i’m kind of fucked
everytime i say where i’m going to college, i feel like im gona start PUKIN’
i just want to be at the beach
i can never let go/give up on people
i really want to buy a hamster from qmart for $1.50

i can’t believe that this time in two months, i won’t be able to shout obnoxiously out the window with dan, drive over to courts when i’m sad, play guitar hero and lose awfully with jon, play cash cab and lay all over andrew, have dance parties with ange and jenna, name all the things/PEOPLE we hate w/ my fab4, talk about/make fun of wow with/mostly at devin, and all the other things that i feel like i’ve been doing forever.

this whole concept is freaking me out!