hi. my name is jennifer savage. i’m eighteen years old, but i’m more immature than a freshman. i don’t want to make new friends, either because i’m a stuck up brat, or because i’m satisfied w/ what i have. i’m going to california for college partially to run away from my problems. i do things that i know would hurt other people just because i want to do them. and because its my life and i have to live it for myself. i’m lazy, and have basically COMPLETELY stopped doing all things pertaining school. i am a really needy person, i need attention all the time, and if i don’t get it, i will get mad and take it out on everyone. i don’t sit around waiting for things to happen, i make them happen, because i’m not patient enough to sit around and wait for other people. i don’t trust a lot of people. at all. and i won’t hesitate at all to say that. because girls will take what they need from you, and give nothing back. and boys will lie, and waste your time. taking a million other things in their wake. i’m really judgmental, because i feel as though the way you portray yourself is a very important factor in your personality. if you don’t want to be judged, don’t do ridiculous things for attention. i lie a lot to get myself out of bad situations, and i won’t hesitate at all to tell anyone that i have a problem with them. brutally honest? maybe. is that a good thing? probably not. i’m vain, lazy, unappreciative, immature, obnoxious, stubborn, and bossy.

but on the other hand, i’m in love w/ about 10 people in my life. who i would do anything for. my family is and always will be the most important thing in my life. although i am needy, i never ask for more than i can give. i dont have unrealistic expectations for people. i would give anyone who deserves them 100 chances. and even after those chances are null and void, i would still go out of my way to be there for them. i’m selfish, but i would do anything to make my friends happy. as happy as they make me. and i might be lonely, and this might be hard now, but it will all pay off. because although i have been in a relationship since i was a sophomore, i’m still jenn. i’ll still independant. i still dont need anyone else but myself to make me happy.

amen.