i got woken up this morning by yelling about how i didnt turn the light out in the dining room and i am stupid and should pay the power bills bc im irresponsible. then i went to ed. intern, and my eyes really started going crazy and tearing bc im just having huge problems w/ them. i have a huge project due in english tomorrow and i dont even understand my topic. and that makes me so mad bc i can’t do bad being in such an easy class. then i got hounded about my grad proj. and all it is doing is stressing me out and making me realize how much i honestly just want to graduate somethings. third period, more hounding. and alaina was being a weirdo in lunch and everyone is just different lately. then i had a choir sectional and i didnt want to be there, i just wanted to lay down. my stomach is always hurting and im pretty sure i have a stomach virus that likes me too much to leave. i sang for 4 hours and 45 minutes today. my throat hurts, and my body hurts, and i just do NOT want to go to school anymore. i have to work on this stupid proj. and try to bs it bc i dont understand what mrs. murray EVER wants. shes so confusing. i know im not gona get much sleep. and im just real confused about a lot and i feel like i need to make a lot of decisions even though i probably really dont.

today was just that kind of day.