dear everyone,

i like right now. this week went by really fast, which is a good sign, considering i’m really looking forward to graduating. i’m feeling the pressure of college and everything, but i am trying to get through college debt free, so that i can graduate and be able to fall in love/get married/buy a house w/o 30,000 dollars in debt. i’m still putting in applications, but w/o a REALLY GOOD scholarship, i have a feeling i’ll be missing out on the college experience. not like there is anything i would really experience anyway. (prude) i will have a good enough time in san marcos to make up for it. i threw ms. alaina a surprise party and it went TOO well. thanks to everyone who came. and to mrs curdts for getting a keg and 5 dozen balloons. duh. i’m debating whether or not i want to try to do something w/ vocal performance when i’m older. i guess its a stupid idea, but you only live once, right? i want to do something great. today was the last full day of summer. i miss it already. i’m hoping that i grow up a lot this year. i have so much growing up to do, and i really want to get it done asap. we’ll see. i’m done w/ meanies. i dont work until saturday. its real cold out but that means i can use my big monster blanket tonight, which i LOVE. i’m trying to become more artistic, so i think i’m going to try to pick up something artsy. i feel like maybe it would be good for me. not like im buying like, canvases or whatever. but i did buy finger paint. thats geting somewhere! the cutest baby name is “gianna.” i’m addicted to popcicles. lucky for andrew and all of his MU friends bc i call them and tell them the jokes on the popcicle sticks. call me. see me. love me. thanks to everyone for wanting to see me a lot. keeping me busy is best. i love you and hope that your life is perfect.

yours always,
jennifer timberlake